ok..another rejection..you know what i mean as rejection rightt..haha. i dun care anymore luhhs..today..i went into the toilet..and..cut-ted ABOUT 7 cuts..but onli 3 got bleed.haha.anw, i dun care anymore. it just knocked me into my sense that i just perhaps 'crush' him for a stupid period of time..today i cried on the bus..on my way home..i really feel stupid for crying and cutting myself. i cried not because of what but i complained bout him. dats simple. i dun even noe whos that idiot who actually spread that i lyk that person.grrr..shld be EUGENE POHH.dat idiotic freaking guy.sianz..nvm..ii hab given upp another guy.im just damn stupid and ugly and fat. and no one will lyk me. haixx. we wil see how it goes. now i dun dare face him anymore. so damn many freaking embarassment. i also dun lyk him..i wonder who spreaded man..haha. anw, i told hiim ii dun lyk him. bud dunno he will beliieve or not. anw, ii really dun lyk him. so stop everything pls. me and him are just sir and cadet r'ship. nth more. we are not even frens, pls. so, next time, dun joke anymore. k. god bless all of you reading my blogg.

I ROCK! xD

i cried continuously for 3 dayss.i cant believe it..i cried for a guy..i felt that i hab already really done too much wrong thing to him..can anyone tell me what i can use to cut myself? i wont blame anyone..pls...can anyone tell me..pls..haixx. i really feel bad bout complaining him..and i realised he deleted me in his frenster...i already regretted...what does he still want...i really hate myself..why m i so stupid...im stupid..im stupid..why did i did that? haixx. BLAMED. im stupid. no one can comfort me. =( haixx.....

I ROCK NOT! =(

today i damn freaking sad i tell you.. i really damn sad..that day i complained to Mr Chan bout one of the ncos marhh..haixx. den today, he was lyk: im not talking bout ure fren. den my another nco said:aiyarhh,dun lyk that larhh. den he sae: if not ltr she go tell Mr Chan again..its lyk..it hurt me. it really hurt me. i say sry, he dun lyk. den wad am i to sae? but im really sorry. I really regretted complaining.im shit, idiot. im worthless. i cried for 3 times today. but no one realised. onli one of my sir. haixx. im so transparent. im shit. IM SHIT. i hate myself..=(

I DUN ROCK ANYMORE..=(

haixx.the rumour hab been spreading RAPIDLY.the rumour bout i lyk my sir..haha. sianz. lyk here, lyk there..in the end, stil the same. no stead. =X haha.dun care.dunno. dun wanna noe. i dun hab the breath to go lyk dem anymore. haha.sianz..today got the swimming thingy..so jus went dere...we were kind of late liaoz. haha.bud stil dun care larhh.LOL. den jus...lyk that lorhh. went down to swimm..and swimm..learn and learn..haha. my blog is getting more dead. haha. it will be decomposed soon. haha. its lyk i hab not been updating my blog. haha. that nadryah horr, keep teasing me that i lyk my sir..grrr...and my sir was lyk 3-5 long tables away from me onli lorhh..grrr...i sae i dun lyk liaoz..no one cared.wads the problem man..i said i dun lyk him. wads the prob. grrr..haha. so rightt, anyway, i really dun lyk him..haha. sianz. k, al of you take care luhhs.haha.this friday i will hab npcc den saturday hab sum stupid "Take The City Walk" thingy at the padang so perhaps wont really blogg. haha. so, take care all!!

I ROCK(no more)! (x

today horr..24/7..i stay back lehh..first time stay so late for nth.haha. sianz. i stayed back probably for a guy? haha. dunno luhhs. today ok larhh..double-period luhhss.haha. the another guy i lyk has a gf. my life is damn freaking terrible man..lyk this, reject me. lyk that, got galfren. wtf!!! cant take it anymore.haha.sianzz...k.all of the sec4s work hard for ure o lvls k? will pray for all of you always. =)

I ROCK! xD

today...quite ok larhh..first 2 periods is PE..lol. den teacher nv cum, so the HOD of PE went to take us. he damn fierce..=X den we jus lyk play chateh, den hopscotch, den sumthing lyk relay bud not passing baton, is that dey gib u a wheel and a stick, den u mus balance the stick on the wheel den roll..=) i cant do it luhhs. den ltr is..ART. my art work lyk shit. >.< den ltr is maths...maths got homework..sianz. den mother tongue, oso got homework..sianz. den english..i almost fell asleep, no joke. =X den ltr actually got english atp, bud i got another music course going on, so i went for the course. den...i went back home and get my swimming things cuz got swimming course..den i jus lyk really dun wanna wear lorhhs. bud need wear.sianz. den today instructor nv cum, so we jus play on our own. den the DOYLE sir horr, he aft awhile den went down into the water.damn freaking funny. den..he pointed FINGERS at me..i wonder why..=) den ltr..i keep joking that he lyk one of my fren. =X den its lyk she ALMOST DROWNED me..in a joking way. anyway, im strong enuff to push her luhhs.relaxx all. =) den ltr we jus lyk went to KFC? den i sms doyle larhh...why he point FINGERS at me and all these things. den ltr suddenly, PRANK CALL. lol. the NPCC SEC2 SQUAD, call me and freaking hell keep making fun of me. I WAS LYK THINKING WHO ISSIT?! bud that person dun wanna tel me anything. dey keep changing ppl. damn irritating. anyway, scolding dem on fri or sat. damn freaking irritating.k. bb. all take care k? -.-"

I ROCK! (x

today np luhhs..den its lyk whole day scolded by doyle. LOl. bud nvm luhhs, i lyk the way he scold ppl. hes jus damn cute. really LYK him a lot. =) den..today do drills till 5 den went for lecture...den nth lerhh lorhh.den went home, bathe and eat den nth lerhh lorhh. aiyarhh, my life damn borring luhhs..and i rejected a guy who lyks me. (x den sumbody who starts wib kia+++ oso rejected me. that was a rejecting day, bud i forgotten when. den..LOL. im ugly luhhs. stil got ppl lyk. siaoz. LOL. den nth luhhs. all ppl take care k? i wanna see all ppl healthily growing.xD k. take care all.

I ROCK! xD

iie hab given up on him luhhs..LOL. so pls dun make fun anymore k..(x den..today was a double-period day again..damn sianz luhhs.LOl. bud stil over lerhh. tmr got npcc..mus bring uniform and shoebag and mus bring the food for the dunno wad larhh. haixx. its lyk my hand wil break in no time lorhhs...wads more no one can help me luhhs...sianz. (x. k. so nth luhhs. jus work hard for everything u do k? rmb, YOU ROCK!

I ROCK! xD

today i saw him at the bus interchange..damn nice man. haha. so shuaiz..heehee. haixx. really wanna tel him straight in the face that i lyk him luhhs..sianz. today i almost slept at the chemistry lesson..really damn tired luhhs...haixx. wanna slp luhhs. k barhh. all take care k? BB..

I ROCK! (x

today horr..quite ok larhh..time pass damn quickly...today first 3 periods is 1 period cme and 2 period art..very fast den over lerhh..den go recess..its lyk 'he' is sitting at just the next table lorhh..den its lyk...argh...cuz gib me a lot of pressure. haha. den..is maths..budden my BIO teacher:MS HELEN CHONG, took almost 99.9% of the lesson away lehh...cuz maths teacher nv cum, so she took tis chance to teach us lorhh..so baddddd...den is science..science normal normal larhh..nth unusual...den ltr english...den the teacher wanted the english txtbk bud i returned 2 my cousin lerhh..haha. nvm..borrow from other ppl lorhh...haha. den is assembly...dey actually arranged those chinese opera 4 us!!! den we were lyk: diaozz..haha. den nth lerhh lorhh...tmr got npcc...den afternoon going out wib frens...den ltr at night slp...haha. k. bye. take care..

I ROCK! (x

todae is lyk ok larhh, todae is a double-period day. haha. den its lyk first 2 periods is..haha. chinese. we did sum cheng yu meanin, erm..4 words phrase, and we were told to write it on nice nice paper den put on the noticeboard at the bak. haha. my words was lyk really small..bud nvm larhh..den ltr is lyk bio..den we went to the bio lab to do sum stupid agar agar thingy. den it was lyk i admire 'sumone' for lyk almost half an hr man..haha. onli when we started to do the experiment den i..stopped admiring him. haha. den we had recess early. 15 mins earlier. bud were to return to the lab earlier den the usual recess time. anw, i really had a good time admiring him. :D den later..its geography..mayb changin teacher siarhh..i dun wanna change the teacher...that ms chan is cute and nice...i dun wan her 2 be changed. haixx. sadded. den its maths. haha. maths, normal lesson lorhh...den at the end of the lesson got a bit of speed rounds larhh...as she call it:speed rounds. it actually meant that we will go up to the board as pair row by row and den jus answer wad she wan us to answer larhh. den...english period..we did a game...bud i dun really get wad tis game mean. haha. den...thats all lorhh. the most happy thing i did today is admiring him...haha.damn happy. =) i really...dorts him a lot. haha. bud he no feel derhh. haha. nvm lorhh. k. take care. bye.e.e.e.e.e.

I ROCK! (x

Today horr...its lyk okok day larhh...cuz first period is thtat bio lesson..which actually spoiled my whole day..haha. den ltr cme..dunno wad the hell he was doing...haha. he was lyk over dere, telling us to 4 by 4 go and take photo...cuz he sae he wanna rmb our face...haha. wadeva...den ltr maths..i dun really lyk maths...now u noe sumthing bout me...harharhar. i dun really lyk maths...haha. bud stil mus do and mus pass...cuz maths is an important subject marhh..haha. den recess!!! haha. saw that guy. happy.=) den ltr is science..i almost slept. haha. bud i didnt larhh...den...2 periods of science lerhh den history...den history teacher horr, tried to cheat the whole class siarhh...haha. she was lyk acting as if now she shld b teaching chinese. harharhar.. all of us was lyk: are you sure?! haha. anw, she stil continued wib the lesson aft awhile. her lesson is interesting. really lyk it a lot. and it really brightened up my day. den ltr is last 2 periods of mother tongue. den its lyk...okok larhh. cuz i had a test...and its lyk sure fail...haha. bud i didnt regret. cuz i didnt study and i hab 2 bear the consequences marhh...so..fail den bo bian larhh...den...ltr 1 period gone. den another period we went to the library as the chinese teacher hab to attend the dunno o lvls mother tongue oral exam...so considered one free period larhh...den nth lerhh lorhh. haha. wanna go slp..so sianz. k. take care everyone.

I ROCK! xD

Name : HO XIN YI. :D
Age : SWEET 13. xD
Class : 1E3 xD
School : New Town Secondary School. xD
CCA : National Police Cadet Corps. xD
Horoscope : Virgo
Date of First Cry : 18 sepp. xD

Him:D
Being a squad nco =D
PSP. :D
Nintendo Wii. xD
iPod.=D {achieved}

[JiaLin]
[Daryl]
[Guoyi]
[FeliciaTao]
[Zoe]
[KunKit]
[Khabir]
[ZhiYuan]
[HengLun]
[Darren]
[XiangWei]
[PeiZhen]
[Mabel]
[Annabel]
[Gabbie]
[Joanne]
[Dyan]
[WeiYun]
[Evina]
[Melvin]
[MunYee]
[KarYee]
[Zoea]
[Ryzal]
[KokKeong]
[CheeYong]
[Fizah]
[KaiMei]
[Candice]
[Afina]
[Dinah]
[Haniz]
[Hidayah]
[MingLoon]
[Adelene]
[Kristabel]
[Cheryl]
[Maurice]
[PeiWen]
[SpSq]
[JiaYu]
[HengHang]
[Kelvin-Cuzzie]
[Amanda]
[Renice]
[YanTong]
[KaiJie]
[Laila]
[RuQing]
[YuSim]

Designer
Imageshack
Image: x
AdobePhotoshop/Imageready
Dafont
Brushes: Deviantart